Think about this...

My Immortal - Evanescence (For Amanda)

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase-

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

The Truth Is....

You think you know everything, sitting there, talking about love as if you're the expert on the matter.
You act as if love is a game that you can never lose. You're fearless in love, strong, courageous, you know exactly what you want.

But in reality you believe that "If you never play you never lose".

The harshest truth is,
more real than all that bullshit that comes out of your mouth,
you are alone.

You

After Some Time (English)

"After some time you will learn the difference, the subtle difference, between holding hands and chaining a soul.

And you learn that loving someone doesn't mean becoming dependent on them, and that company doesn't always mean security.

And you start to learn that kisses are not contracts and presents, they are not promises.

And you start to accept your defeats with your head high and eyes forward, with the grace of an adult and not with the sadness of a child.

And you learn to build all your highways TODAY, because tomorrow's land is too undiscovered for the plans of today, and the future has a habit of not ending up the way you wanted it to.

After a while you learn that the sun really will burn you, no matter how much sunscreen you wear.

And you learn that no matter how much you care, some people simply just don't care.

And you accept that it doesn't matter how good a person is, they will hurt you sometimes but you need to forgive them..."